Monday, December 05, 2005

its like... i feel so lost.. like an aimless wanderer... I Still Love You, you still mean a lot to me..

Remember tht day we finally decided to break up?
i felt stupid i let my emotions control me. instant regret. i felt really upset...

And away you went. it got better after 2 weeks.. coz youre so far away...

But i held on tightly unto you... It didnt work.. You were very cold towards me... So i tried the other way..

which was to let go

And following a twist of events.. We're now friends again...
But i feel worse. Worst. Quoting uncle wolf..

"You used to be so far away. And now you're infront of me. But you belong to someone else. I wish..... you were far away"

This is how i feel inside, im cold and i am shamed, lying naked on the floor

I know you wont take the initiative... so.. i have no choice but to let go..
And if you're wondering why im such a hardcore gamer..
It's not totally coz of my guy cousins. its to dilute the pain.. all the hurt im feeling

i would want to sleep away the pain, but i share my wonderful room with a damned woman. tht wretched shit.
when shes around shes invading my personal space.. so yeah...

And.. last thing.. I Hate Hackers Who Ruin All The Fun In Games.

Monday, December 05, 2005

8:58 PM

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